jhoota (aka shoe) hi sahi !

What was I thinking? And what were the people who wrote reviews for this movie thinking? I mean ... OH MY GAWD ! This is like the worst movie of all times.

I am going to be point blank here because I dont want people to be mislead by those "kind" reviews for this movie.

First I would like to talk about the actress. Pakhi Tyrewala ! The wife of the director (no wonder!) and also the scriptwriter of the movie :O :O

This lady (I am giving her all the respect right now because my criticism is going to make her want to kill herself!) gave a tough competition to John Abraham. I did not understand who should I blame for the pounding headache I was experiencing in the theatre. Its not at all wrong to be flabby or to not have a perfect figure. But its a sin to wear some sleeveless gown-frock-drape kind of thing and move your flabby arms around when you dont even know how to dance. For the love of god, atleast try ... TRY... to look decent.

I would not blame the actress completely for a movie, thats unfair. So I would also like to blame the scriptwriter, oh wait a minute, that's her again ! Argh, seriously ?!

And am sure Abbas Tyrewala was just too scared that she will drop him dead with that arm of her's that he did not even try to tell his starcast to act.

Now coming to the "hero". Why is John Abraham like... umm... what's that word... eehhh..... FAT!!!

He is not cute, he is not handsome and his hands now seem to be too small or rather not proportional to his body. This guy first of all never ever knew how to act. But still girls would watch his movie because he was handsome amd dashing. Last night, the girl next to me went "ewwwww" on a close-up shot of John Abraham.

I rest my case your honor !

I spent 150 bucks on the movie.. and then another 100 bucks to eat something so I would not have to concentrate on the headache I was getting and then another 10 bucks for a tablet !

So please... pretty please... dont do this to yourself. Save your souls and even if this movie comes on TV please just dont watch it. 

A Refreshing Experience !

Some images are imprinted on your brain forever. I was so amazed to view one such landscape.

I was really looking forward to this trek to Nagari. It was supposed to be the much needed break! A break from so many things.... And exploring nature turned out to be the best way to escape from all that..

I dont want to describe the whole trek like a Karan Johar movie ;) Just the best parts, because in this trek I learnt from someone that its best to not remember the bad things/memories!

So the "wow" moments are:

• I was looking down and walking for like 5 Kms. Trying to not hit my toes to the stones on the way and balancing myself. Suddenly the clouds cover the sun and I look up and there are these gigantic mountains with huge rock formations on them. Green lush forests with dead drop silence.Awesome.
• Holding a rope and crossing the waterfall to go from level 1 to level 2. Whattey experience! (People who attended this trek will know what am talking about)
• The night spent at the waterfalls ! Three of us were sitting on a staircase which leads to a small bridge across the stream. Just 20 feet away is the waterfall almost 40 feet high. Its dark and we have no lights whatsoever. The moonlight falling on the water... fireflies suddenly lighting up the scene from no where ... singing the song "kaisi hai yeh rut ki jisme....".....oh my god... There are too many descriptions but then I can never even get close to describing the reality. Trust me , am not a person who exaggerates ! 
• Swimming in the pool of water just below the waterfall. Well technically I was not swimming at all but then the water was so cold that I could not make myself to move :P
• The camp fire... having hot soup in the night and noodles in the morning !
• The porcupine quill we found on the way back , which was then given to me as a gift from the boys ! :)

It is amazing how this non tourist spot turned out to be so much fun. trekking is all about pushing yourself beyond your comfort level, exploring new places and meeting awesome people :)

I would also like to take this opportunity to thank the guys who picked up my bags and pushed me to walk when I was totally tired out and acting like a baby ! :P

Looking forward to many more !!!!!!

I am my worst enemy !

"you are fit for nothing!"
"Oh my god you look so ugly"
"you have a big nose and big feet"
"There are so many things you could not achieve in life, how can you still look at yourself in the mirror and not feel worthless?!"
Yes, that's me !
I try so hard to be polite to everyone else around me that I never realized that I was being rude and unfair to someone, myself!
I don't have much to say about this, but just that I have realized.
And no matter how much effort its going to take am going to kill this worst enemy of mine,my attitude towards myself.
It's only when I give myself some respect and love that I should be expecting it from others.
A big hug to me <> :)
It's a tough life girl but am sure you can make it.
Don't take any bull shit from anybody, not even yourself ;)

Trying hard to "live" !

It's good to feel that every moment of your life is precious. That every moment should be lived in the best of possible ways. But isn't it just too much pressure ?!
You feel like you should be doing something every moment. Read a book or may be watch a movie or study some books or go play !! It's bugging when you are not able to enjoy the idle time just doing nothing and lazing around since you start to feel that you are just doing "nothing".
I try to remember what I used to do as a kid. I had exams to prepare for and loads of friends to hang out with and when I had nothing to do I would just sit and laze around. Stare at the ceiling lost in some crazy thought.
Today also I have some deadlines I have to meet and some social functions am supposed to attend. But life feels very incomplete. The need to be doing more and making life more enriching occupies my mind all the time. I guess I just need to let go of it. But not as easy as it sounds.
It's not like I am not doing anything about it. But as adults its just very difficult to satisfy this need and be contended :P
Well may be I should just let go of this whole concept and do what i gotta do!

No where to go . . . .

There have been so many moments in my life where I feel like my legs have been tied to some heavy weights and I am thrown into the storms of the ocean ..trying my level best to escape .. to survive .. but the burden is keeping me from coming up.
The feeling of helplessness is a torture.
You know what you want... but you cannot do anything about it. It could be because you are not the decision maker or it could be because nobody believes in you or trusts you.
These are the tough times when you either get frustrated and lose your temper on someone very close to you or you learn to have some patience in life and give it some time.
I truly believe that it is very difficult for someone to guess my behavior patterns because they vary like crazy. There have been times when I have yelled at people and then there are times that I gave up on thinking about it and decided to let time a.k.a God :P handle it .
Am stuck in a similar situation today. And i really really do not know what to do.
Things have always been good for me and no matter what twists the curve of my life has taken its always been a blessing. Today also am dusting myself and standing up with the belief that its all going to be fine! Its just this phase ,of not knowing whats going to happen and if things will actually happen the way I want them to, that really bums me out :(
Hoping for the best for myself and for all the people involved !

Aam ras !

It's summer time and obviously am feeling nostalgic and missing so many things !!

When in school, on the day of our last exam we would have a class party(I miss the concept of potluck). It was so thrilling to see what food items the other kids have got for the party. The excitement of growing up and going to the next standard was amazing.I miss gobbling up so much food and looking forward to a happy summer vacation.

Summer vacations were about so many things..
Going to my grandma's place in Maharashtra... riding a bicycle in the afternoon without caring about getting tanned :P ...playing with all my cousins.. MANGOES !! yumm..

I would always go for a hair cut in the summer because i wanted to look "different" at school :D I remember getting a boy cut done once.. It felt so nice to not have to take care of my hair ! Maybe I should get one done again :P

I miss lazing around on the sofa and watching useless things on tv.I miss having plenty of time at hand to talk to my friends, to play, to do things my mom would never approve of. I miss sleeping on the roof at my grandma's place and cooking up stories in my head while gazing at the stars above.
I basically miss the plain stupidity and innocence of childhood and doing absolutely nothing !

I forgot to mention some things...
Dolly - I miss the thumping (:P) sound of your footsteps leading to my home and the non-stop laughing !
Kinni - ofcourse I remember and miss the Biryani at class party :D
Utsav,Anu and Matt - I miss the time we all spent together in the vacation after inter.. It was just brilliant !

It's all about a wedding...

I never thought that a single wedding will change so much about me,about the way i think.
I obviously cannot write down such personal stuff here :P so am going to just talk about the wedding.
It was my childhood dream to see my brother get married before me. No matter what we fought about he would always go like "you are going to be kicked out of this house soon". I cant express how happy I am. Earlier it was a wicked evil laughter but now am all smiles and happy for him.
Weddings are really such beautiful events. Its really magical how with so many things going wrong in the end everything feels right and everyone is so happy !
I dont really know much about how a marriage works out but I can tell you for sure how to have a perfect wedding :P
And wedding is not just the D-day but all the days that go into the planning of that day and all the ceremonies that happen throughout.
I never thought "I" would ever say this but am definitely looking forward to one wedding :D
For those people out there going " how lame !" or " kya?!" ... well ... i know :|
In fact i feel there will be a day when i will read this post and go like that myself :P
Anyhow...
Please feel free to call me to your weddings and i will be there right from where everything begins !

PS: Yes NOW you can LOL